我想,牛儿们一直是嘴硬心软派。
想起某年夏天的傍晚,看见爹爹和大伯走在前边的背影。
当大家毫无察觉时,眼光泛着泪水,眼看正挽着我左手的娘亲。
嗯,等我长大赚钱了,我发誓绝对不让你们这俩老再为我操心。
再在更久以前的某个深夜,
关着灯,盖着被,睡在和爹爹娘亲一起睡的床,闭着眼睛,听着爹爹诉说着他的小时候。阿公家里以前原来是多么的穷多么地辛苦,爹爹说他自己也是一个不爱念书的小孩,但他也不堕落,15岁就踏出社会供哥哥妹妹们读书,还有大堆大堆他跳进河里游泳差点就这么一命呜呼,这边玩乐那边嬉闹的乡村故事。接着就告诉我,他以前真的是穷到上下两排牙都没有的人,带着完全什么话也说不清楚的嘴在事业上拼搏,他还说他总是一个不小心吸引到当年很多很多女生们为他痴狂,据说他女人缘好的咧。哈哈哈。我爹也总是告诉我他这个世界上最疼的人就是我,所以千万不要让他发现有谁动了我一根寒毛,一口总像是黑社会老大说的话,感性的心,我相信我爹他真的很有魅力。
啊啊啊啊啊,我很喜欢这样地了解爹爹,即使我没办法用双眼见证他以前的轰轰烈烈。
心里是热乎乎的炙热着。♥
再再在念高中时,跑着去厨房想我们家大厨偷师她的炒蔡焖肉,结果自己是愣在一边,看着那些黄金比例的盐和胡椒把一碟碟美味佳肴都弄得完美无瑕。吃得是一心的感激,能把这些菜煮得没有一次不好吃的,我想也只有那份浓浓的爱。自从穿起读书白鞋以来,从来没有洗过一双袜子和一支鞋子,衣服也用不着烫,唔,自己会做这些事以前,从来都不知道这到底是多厚爱多伟大的。没有一点怨言,没有一点不满,对我总是你要什么都好,我一定想尽一切办法弄给你。而且不小心被我发现,娘亲好像成天为我的事伤透脑筋而夜夜失眠,我心里是内疚是心疼的。
啊啊啊啊啊,我的娘亲,你对我的爱我真的无法言语,你的含辛茹苦我一定铭记在心。
在心里我爱你的程度真的比天还高,比地还深。♥
昨晚,
躲在被窝里回想起那些不懂事的时候伤了我爹我娘的很多很多事。
嗯,人长越大越觉得家人无可取代。
我想,不是每个大人们都能理解,当其他的儿女都已经大到成家立业、自己也到退休应该到处旅游的年纪,可是家里却还有一个最让人操心最小的还要供养她上大学而且还考不好不认真的心情。啊!这世界上,能够最宠溺最关心最疼爱最包容你的人,就是爹爹和娘亲。
很爱很爱你们的心,我想要等我有能力的时候证明,
所以即使我需要离开家很久很久,爹爹,娘亲,你们一定一定一定要等我。♥
是我三生有幸,能成为我爹爹我娘亲的女儿。
但我总在你们面前任性胡闹,我会学会成为让你们骄傲,也更懂事的女儿。
不要担心,因为也许我天生就是水做成的。
=') Saranghae
Friday, 24 September 2010
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
小事
今天心情有点小灰~
我想现在什么也都说不清楚,
也许是自己又想念过去,
也许是那一点点的刺激,
也许是不经意抓着痛处,
也许是又得回到KL那窝。。。
是什么让你偶尔也会不经意鼻酸,
是什么让你偶尔也会不自觉悲伤?
Trust what moves you most deeply.
Believe in what gonna make you stand up all over again.
Think of those beloved who might give you lotsa strengths.
Ya, it really made me smile. (=
我想现在什么也都说不清楚,
也许是自己又想念过去,
也许是那一点点的刺激,
也许是不经意抓着痛处,
也许是又得回到KL那窝。。。
是什么让你偶尔也会不经意鼻酸,
是什么让你偶尔也会不自觉悲伤?
Trust what moves you most deeply.
Believe in what gonna make you stand up all over again.
Think of those beloved who might give you lotsa strengths.
Ya, it really made me smile. (=
Monday, 20 September 2010
Quote from Yannpeng
Sunday, 19 September 2010
7 년간의 사랑
This is my lovely KyuHyun's song - [7 Years of Love].
But again IU sings so well that I can't help to fall in love with her sweet voice. Simply too amazing! I like KyuHyun's version so much as well as IU's version. =)
KyuHyun (*I really like him so so much! haha xD)
IU
Lyrics
Chilnyeoneul mannatjyo
Amudo uriga ireoke
Swipge ibyeolhal jureun mollatjyo
Geuraedo urineun heeojyeo beoryeotjyo
Gin sigan ssahawatdeon gieogeul namginchae
Urin eojjeom neomu eorinnaie
Seororeul manna gidaenneunji molla
Byeonhaeganeun uri moseupdeureul
Gamdanghagi eoryeowonneunjido
Ibyeolhamyeon apeudago hadeonde
Geureongeotdo neukkilsuga eobseotjyo
Geujeo geunyang geureongabwa hamyeo damdamhaenneunde
Ureotjyo uuu sigani gamyeonseo naegejun
Aswiume geuriume naetteutgwaneun dareun
Naui mameul bomyeonseo
Cheoeumen chinguro daeumeneun yeoninsairo
Heeojimyeon gakkaseuro chingusairaneun
Geu mal jeongmal matneunde
Geu huro samnyeoneul bonaeneun donganedo
Gakkeumssik seoroege yeollageul haesseotjyo
Dareun han sarameul manna ttodasi
Saranghage doeeosseumyeonseodo nan
Seulpeulttaemyeon hangsang jeonhwalgeoreo
Sorieobsi nunmulman heulligo
Neodo joheun saram mannaya doenda
Maeumedo eomneun mareul hamyeonseo
Ajik nareul johahana gwaenhi dollyeo malhaetjyo
Arayo uuu seoro gajang sunsuhaesseotdeon
Geuttae geureon sarang dasi hal su eopdaneun geol
Chueogeuro nameulppun
Gakkeumssik chagaun geuael neukkilttaedo isseoyo
Hajiman ijeneun amugeotdo yoguhal su
Eopdaneun geol jal aljyo
Na ije gyeolhonhae geu aeui maldeutgo
Hanchameul amumaldo hal suga eobseotjyo
Geurigo ureotjyo geu ae majimak mal
Saranghae deutgosipdeon geu hanmadi ttaemune...
But again IU sings so well that I can't help to fall in love with her sweet voice. Simply too amazing! I like KyuHyun's version so much as well as IU's version. =)
KyuHyun (*I really like him so so much! haha xD)
IU
Lyrics
Chilnyeoneul mannatjyo
Amudo uriga ireoke
Swipge ibyeolhal jureun mollatjyo
Geuraedo urineun heeojyeo beoryeotjyo
Gin sigan ssahawatdeon gieogeul namginchae
Urin eojjeom neomu eorinnaie
Seororeul manna gidaenneunji molla
Byeonhaeganeun uri moseupdeureul
Gamdanghagi eoryeowonneunjido
Ibyeolhamyeon apeudago hadeonde
Geureongeotdo neukkilsuga eobseotjyo
Geujeo geunyang geureongabwa hamyeo damdamhaenneunde
Ureotjyo uuu sigani gamyeonseo naegejun
Aswiume geuriume naetteutgwaneun dareun
Naui mameul bomyeonseo
Cheoeumen chinguro daeumeneun yeoninsairo
Heeojimyeon gakkaseuro chingusairaneun
Geu mal jeongmal matneunde
Geu huro samnyeoneul bonaeneun donganedo
Gakkeumssik seoroege yeollageul haesseotjyo
Dareun han sarameul manna ttodasi
Saranghage doeeosseumyeonseodo nan
Seulpeulttaemyeon hangsang jeonhwalgeoreo
Sorieobsi nunmulman heulligo
Neodo joheun saram mannaya doenda
Maeumedo eomneun mareul hamyeonseo
Ajik nareul johahana gwaenhi dollyeo malhaetjyo
Arayo uuu seoro gajang sunsuhaesseotdeon
Geuttae geureon sarang dasi hal su eopdaneun geol
Chueogeuro nameulppun
Gakkeumssik chagaun geuael neukkilttaedo isseoyo
Hajiman ijeneun amugeotdo yoguhal su
Eopdaneun geol jal aljyo
Na ije gyeolhonhae geu aeui maldeutgo
Hanchameul amumaldo hal suga eobseotjyo
Geurigo ureotjyo geu ae majimak mal
Saranghae deutgosipdeon geu hanmadi ttaemune...
Saturday, 18 September 2010
Singapore
MeiLi and me decided to go to Singapore for shopping! :)
However it rained for almost whole day... But the best thing is there is NO big sun above us! haha! =D
Shopping at Orchard Road
We were finding ways to Marina Bay Sands Hotel all in a sudden mood~ (=
Then we went further on to The MERLION! =)
Afterwards we went to Bugis for another round of shop (:
We didnt get many things on the day, we were still filled with happy and cheers! We went to many places without plans and just ask around and walk walk walk. Although our legs gonna patah but IT IS SO WORTH!!! ^___^
After few hours of torturing in the custom we were back to JB, and conitnue with SingK session with QinHuai and Peijun until 12:30am...!!!!!! ^^
This is my ever first time singing K at night!!!!!
WOOOOOhoooooooo, how full the day is!!!! You girls rocks!!! I enjoyed so so much and hope you did too!
However it rained for almost whole day... But the best thing is there is NO big sun above us! haha! =D
Shopping at Orchard Road
We were finding ways to Marina Bay Sands Hotel all in a sudden mood~ (=
Then we went further on to The MERLION! =)
Afterwards we went to Bugis for another round of shop (:
We didnt get many things on the day, we were still filled with happy and cheers! We went to many places without plans and just ask around and walk walk walk. Although our legs gonna patah but IT IS SO WORTH!!! ^___^
After few hours of torturing in the custom we were back to JB, and conitnue with SingK session with QinHuai and Peijun until 12:30am...!!!!!! ^^
This is my ever first time singing K at night!!!!!
WOOOOOhoooooooo, how full the day is!!!! You girls rocks!!! I enjoyed so so much and hope you did too!
妥協
Oh my god...
我不曾欣赏蔡小姐,可是这首歌我是极度喜欢啊~
因为小天是MV男主角啊~!
他实在是帅翻了,让我不禁每次唱K都要点他是主角的歌歌,
即使他在MV里都是坏角,可是就是帅啊~!
=)
你 總愛編織謊言 我 負責配合表演
所有改變 只為了進入你的世界
這情節 重複了一百遍 才發現 是你的心太野
你 劃定楚河漢界 我 不能輕易犯規
所有時間 都是先給了你優先權
不自覺 愛到不敢冒險 成了你的傀儡一年兩年 才看見我有多狼狽
愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解 綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累
愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一個人睡 我不想再為你掉淚
我了解不會變不再徘徊 開始自己的明天
好好看 所以好好听 =)
我不曾欣赏蔡小姐,可是这首歌我是极度喜欢啊~
因为小天是MV男主角啊~!
他实在是帅翻了,让我不禁每次唱K都要点他是主角的歌歌,
即使他在MV里都是坏角,可是就是帅啊~!
=)
你 總愛編織謊言 我 負責配合表演
所有改變 只為了進入你的世界
這情節 重複了一百遍 才發現 是你的心太野
你 劃定楚河漢界 我 不能輕易犯規
所有時間 都是先給了你優先權
不自覺 愛到不敢冒險 成了你的傀儡一年兩年 才看見我有多狼狽
愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解 綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累
愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一個人睡 我不想再為你掉淚
我了解不會變不再徘徊 開始自己的明天
好好看 所以好好听 =)
Sunday, 12 September 2010
韋禮安 - 创作型实力派歌手
假期开始就有一直在听
觉得他的歌虽然好像很悲伤,可是他的声音听起来很舒服,所以很不错欣赏~ ^^
这几天超想去唱K,可是我没有声音...............
下星期希望我能得偿所愿吧~ (=
[[慢慢等]]
[[因为爱]]
[[有没有]]
(不过,其实我根本不知道他是哪里来的歌手~~~新人?还是我最近才发现他?)
觉得他的歌虽然好像很悲伤,可是他的声音听起来很舒服,所以很不错欣赏~ ^^
这几天超想去唱K,可是我没有声音...............
下星期希望我能得偿所愿吧~ (=
[[慢慢等]]
[[因为爱]]
[[有没有]]
(不过,其实我根本不知道他是哪里来的歌手~~~新人?还是我最近才发现他?)
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
Best Friends For Life
Nothing's gonna be more precious than the real friendship I've ever got all over the years. In my life, there are two groups of BFF whom I always willing to share my everything with. (:
No doubt, Science Two and 1SP both mean so so much to me. ♥
Please never ever ask me again about the question which group or who are much more important for me, because I can't afford to lose anyone of you! Not much people know about what we had done and how many troughs and falls we had been experienced during the high school life, and I'm not gonna to talk about everything all over again. Just one thing to be remembered, I'm regarding you all as my super BFFL. ^^ ♥
Recently, I've been meeting with a few BFF of my S2 Gang's members, it was like... Uhhhh, still making me laughing-non-stop and even we just have another one hour to go on, still insisting going to seaside for 10 minutes because we just don't want to end the night way too fast. Although free-style friends always made me waiting fearfully at home for more than hours, but it is just WORTH to! (:
Yesterday, my couple friend - SinTian came to my house. Hmmmm... It was like... WOW, how many years we had never been staying overnight alone together? We chatted about the past and the present, about the good and the bad, for HOURS for WHOLE NIGHT until we lied down on the bed and continue chatting for long hours until we fell asleep. There are a lot a lot of things that I only willing to share with her. She is somekind of girl which always warmth my heart and listen to me and share her everything with too. I think our sisterism is more than just a normal kind of sisterism. You know I know, we went through too much of highs and lows together-gather. XOXO :)
By the way, so many others BFFL are still pursuing for their dreams overseas, here and there, everywhere. But I'm sure we've got the kind of feeling which is,
No matter how long the distance we're apart of, our hearts are always close to each other.
No doubt, Science Two and 1SP both mean so so much to me. ♥
Please never ever ask me again about the question which group or who are much more important for me, because I can't afford to lose anyone of you! Not much people know about what we had done and how many troughs and falls we had been experienced during the high school life, and I'm not gonna to talk about everything all over again. Just one thing to be remembered, I'm regarding you all as my super BFFL. ^^ ♥
Recently, I've been meeting with a few BFF of my S2 Gang's members, it was like... Uhhhh, still making me laughing-non-stop and even we just have another one hour to go on, still insisting going to seaside for 10 minutes because we just don't want to end the night way too fast. Although free-style friends always made me waiting fearfully at home for more than hours, but it is just WORTH to! (:
Yesterday, my couple friend - SinTian came to my house. Hmmmm... It was like... WOW, how many years we had never been staying overnight alone together? We chatted about the past and the present, about the good and the bad, for HOURS for WHOLE NIGHT until we lied down on the bed and continue chatting for long hours until we fell asleep. There are a lot a lot of things that I only willing to share with her. She is somekind of girl which always warmth my heart and listen to me and share her everything with too. I think our sisterism is more than just a normal kind of sisterism. You know I know, we went through too much of highs and lows together-gather. XOXO :)
By the way, so many others BFFL are still pursuing for their dreams overseas, here and there, everywhere. But I'm sure we've got the kind of feeling which is,
No matter how long the distance we're apart of, our hearts are always close to each other.
Sunday, 5 September 2010
好久不見
那天去唱歌,唱这首歌唱着唱着就哽咽了~
那些并不是泪,而是感动。
不知道为什么,鼻子酸酸的,声音卡卡的~
这个MV很吸引很吸引我,一切都只是太想念。
我恨不得第一时间就分享,所以我要share给每一位挚友~
希望我们每次说再见都可以很快再见~!
不再去說從前 只是寒喧 對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見 ♥
那些并不是泪,而是感动。
不知道为什么,鼻子酸酸的,声音卡卡的~
这个MV很吸引很吸引我,一切都只是太想念。
我恨不得第一时间就分享,所以我要share给每一位挚友~
希望我们每次说再见都可以很快再见~!
不再去說從前 只是寒喧 對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見 ♥
Thursday, 2 September 2010
一岁生日大快乐
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
再多一天就可以玩了!
我其实不喜欢不喜欢accounting,可是我还是逼自己去读。
即使一整个下午我抱着那份没订好的纸一直睡着,
即使我一抬头看见就想放弃,
即使我不断地逃避明天的到来,
可是最后还是没有办法,硬硬读。
因为我没有什么东西可以再被自己输掉了~
李慧汶,加油!
即使一整个下午我抱着那份没订好的纸一直睡着,
即使我一抬头看见就想放弃,
即使我不断地逃避明天的到来,
可是最后还是没有办法,硬硬读。
因为我没有什么东西可以再被自己输掉了~
李慧汶,加油!
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