静伊

She is one of my best friends.
She is one of the best of bests.
She is the best.

I get to know this big gang of besties in Year 2006.
She was the monitor of the class. Cute. Adorable. Funny. Steady.
Never change until today. She is how she want herself to be.
Anyway, she did not have any close female friend until we met. haha.
We're totally two different kinds of girls.
She is Leo. I am Taurus. Different thinking and different personality.

Magic occurred. Many years down, we're meant to be sisters.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY yiyi,
For me, you are just like half of my boyfriend! HAHAHA!!!

She believes in me when I don't even believe in myself.

I am happy to grow up with someone like you.

我相信这就是所谓互补型姐妹情。
我们也互相包容互相体谅，一起生活在吉隆坡念书直到毕业我们分开了
我们思想性格差异真的很大 但不知道为什么就是如此欣赏对方的才华和一切
我的未来男友 一定要像你一样 懂我 疼我 爱我 陪我 笑我 做菜给我 但也要瞪我 告诉我 骂醒我 然后又会心软 借我肩膀靠 再递纸巾给我 买蛋糕给我。 你说过跟我住在一起这么多年 自己的爱情身经百战 但还是觉得自己好失败 都没教会我如何去爱。 不是我不明白 只是我不喜欢try。 懂和爱谁更重？我不知道。 但感觉还是很重要。 如果我没办法遇到对的人 啊不然遇到了 但那个人没办法这样子了解我 你叫我该如何心动呢？ 你说如果我嫁不出 你会留小房间让我和你的老公孩子家庭和小狗一起生活 但你还是希望我一定要找到一个很好的男朋友。 这样的姐妹 说出这样的话 我知道感动也不足以形容。

生日大快乐 你快乐所以我快乐 你幸福所以我也很幸福。*XOXO*

Think

Flash back.................

Ya, everything is actually simple and direct,
why should I take some of those matters way too serious? Mmmmmm...
I am so lost right now but I know I'll find my way out. Soon?

There was this "Somebody" who actually inspired me.
We were not that close. (*Ohhh??? Sure??? =O)
Well, I still could not confirm whether we are friends, or not.
Nevertheless, I've got like short circuit, I just couldn't really response properly.
I had never been so irrational before while having a normal conversation. Haiz.

Somebody indirectly leaded me to think about a question ---- "WHO AM I".
I know I am not that worse. (*I guess so? )
but you know what? I couldn't really tell anything about myself. GG! =S

However, I understand that I needa improve myself. No matter in the aspect of personality, thinking, behaviours, conditions, talents, brain, language, ways of expression, skills or whatever... I am always living inside the comfort zone. Although I don't think staying with family is a bad deal as I love them deeply. Not that I never try to be independent. I let myself go out of the protection circle. I had experienced many kinda life by getting long-stayed outside here and there. However, I did not really expose the whole me to this social and I did not even get to know myself better!

Well, I don't have an exact aim in my life too. Worst feeling ever. =/

However, the worst of worsts is that：从认识开始 我就记得这个人的生日！啊！！！Why can't I just be forgetful of those people and their birthday just like how I always forget those trivial things in life. HUH??!!! My brain functions too good that I can't forget these unnecessary parts of the daily routine... SighhzzZ...

最美電影不必有最好的結局
虽然可能我真的无法表达自己 但其实我很感激这个Somebody给我指引
我会记得这个人说 要把我的脑挖出来 才不会想太多
我更会记得这个人说 我把世界变得好复杂 其实很多事很简单
想了好多天哦 唉 嗯 是真的
不过如此简单 但我现在想要让自己变得更好
其实也有点怀念 当初关系还不错的时候
不然 我真的不会认真思考自己的人生 真的不会

不管怎样 还是无奈的说声谢谢Somebody （=

Anyway, 我真的想看这几本这人介绍的书。
可是我上MPH Popular Harris都找不到。
你们发发好心 找到告诉我哦！如果家里也有请借我念！^^

Maldives (Jan~Mar'13)

Well, write this down after so many months huh? =/

I can't really write much but for the sake repeating seeing the photos made my day. (= ---------> The first three months in 2013 was too awesome. I never thought I myself would be there in the paradise. Even it was for the purpose of work. I felt pleased. I loved and I enjoyed working. Satisfaction over work had already reached full tank.

Maldives, is somewhere I never even hoped to go ever. I can still recall the first day when I was back from Maldives to Malaysia, receiving so much texts and calls from colleagues, friends and good friends there. All kind of people, regardless of positions, races, religions, beliefs, genders and colours. It is kinda unbelievable to believe I had been there! Oh, it is too difficult to describe all these happenings in words... That was really like a dream...

Two words to describe: Amazing and unrealistic.

I truly miss them. We're still frequently keeping in touch until today. This is definitely one of the most unforgettable periods throughout my life.

很忙碌的工作 我真的完全投入我的工作 因为很喜欢 因为很满足
我很感激我的三个姐妹 一起同一屋檐下 无所不谈
我很感激所有的同事 还有之后变成朋友的人们
不分阶级高低 不管身份 不分种族 不分男女 我好喜欢我好喜欢的人
即使工作偶尔遇到瓶颈 但这些人都帮了我好多好多 由衷感激 也学了很多
这种Passion 好像我学吉他时 实在很有热忱 好喜欢这三个月的自己
也不知道该怎么继续形容 好幸福的回忆
珍贵的三个月会被记在心里 还有那些互相珍惜的朋友。

*感恩*