Wasted heart

Don't ever ask me why,
everytime I blogged at night, means I am emo AGAIN.



放逐爱情
有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什么都没说 只是静静的抱着我
却轻轻对我说 我只是 普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同 付出的爱没有结果

想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐 在寒冷的边境 去学习 暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理 所谓的不公平 静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛


I think i've changed too much in the wrong way. There are so much things that kept both inside my brain and my heart. I wished there's someone to share all these with, but seriously I couldn't express well and I don't know how to. Can we pretend that everything that makes you moody is actually something which is interesting? :)

You want to cry so badly, but at the same time you refuse to swallow in self-pity.
You just want to lie in bed and sleep through the day because it's tiring to feel heavy-hearted for so long, but at the same time you are going to skip sleeping.
You start to wonder how did you get dragged into this cycle in the first place.
However, where is the exact answer?

I've got a soul but I'm not a soldier.
Sorry, tonight does not turn out right.
There's sometimes that I'd type :) means I'm :'( The face can speak of a thousand emotions but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels. Don’t be fooled.